A dream I had around 1993:
A figure not a person, a form, I could understand,
but a soul a thousand years older than Adam and Eve. I knew cause I could feel it.
This figure said to me
When I tell you, you will enter this elevator and
when it stops you will get off, put on the robe and hold the staff,
the staff represents life and the robe represents death.
Your faith and strength will determaine the continued or end of life as you know it.
When the time comes I sit on the chair in the robe holding the objects.
As the chair moves I don't know where I am, if I am on Earth or in nothingness.
I can't see who's pullin
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Well once again I was put in a situation where I had to see someone I fell in love with and probably still love a little. I did handle it better this time, but even though I know he didn't do it on purpose it felt like he was rubbing his happiness in my face. I did come to realize that just because I loved him doesn't mean he had to love me. It also doesn't make him wrong or an a-hole. I also realize that my unhappiness had nothing to do with him, I mean it hurt to be rejected, but since my loving myself is the important thing, I will get over it. If I haven't already. It's to bad though, I bet we would of made great friends.
Well, I'm back from Argentina. I must say it was very hard to leave there. I miss the people and their kindness. They are so open and fun and free of automatic judgement. I think if I move to another country it would be there. I also had so much fun at the FOOOTBALLLL match. I am working on my photos from the trip and will have them up soon, I only took 499 pictures on this trip wich is not a lot for me so it shouldn't take me to long to get them together.
I am off to Argentina, and I am very excited. My life is taking a new turn. I'm trying to look at it from a positive place, but I have to admit I am scared, a little. I am also very excited. I try not to fear new things.